Shall i be like kinda outdated and put my New Year Resolutions? Seriously, i've nv had a list up in my mind, not coz i have nothing or havent planned any. But its coz theres many many, perhaps too many things floating in my mind, and many is unconfirmed as in the possibility of it occuring. Oh well~

I'll post the stuffs tmr, the first day of the year. Coz no time already, gonna get out home soon^^ And seriously, i dunno who actually reads my blog... if anyone does, it shld only be NOTHING, i mean the old title holder.. lol~

I'll be straight and true for this post, i always avoided speaking some stuffs, and always censored the names.. Well.. reading THE WOON's #1 of the yr, make me feel that its OK... really.. its ok...

-Above posted on NYeve, below is true content-


New Year Eve

Ohhz, backed from the celebrations with my brothers, and hello BEN YEO, u slapped me when i talked about how diff each of us react when semi-drunk. When u asked me about urself, i said, "u, will always start saying... u guys are my brother.. *slap* (no matter what, always will be my brothers, [my own comment] good what i know that u are my true brother). The brackets are those already in my mind, going to speak out but tio slapped... I'm not even trying to be sarcastic, i wanna say like Ben, at least i know u are my true brother.. I think he tot i laughing at him or what...

Besides that, after zun zun reach the Marina Bay area, just nice to watch the Fireworks from far, we got nowhere else to go. Only Alcoholic places left, well tonight we're not going to back early, so i said pub cant sit us there for so long, why not club. Yea with Gackt around its a little hard, but nevermind Gackt, no one can defy the power of time, u dun wanna get older also cannot...

Well, at OO (Dblo), surprised to see Jason, Priscila, and YongChye. I guess one got botak, still will look 80% recognise-able. So long nv see YongChye liao man.. Well, its a happy day~ Besides that, we also got a chance to watch Volcano High in at toilet. Seriously man, y ppl always draw their arms when they are unhappy.. sigh, for a more peaceful 2009, ppl shld calm down.. whatheck man, first thing of the year fight with ppl...=_=

And we sent off Stella, the only girl thats willing to hang out with us.. seriously Stella have gotten more feminine, lol.. and pro Benji, AWOL on us coz of gigs..

Drink and Drink, not really drunk as last time, coz we entered the area late at around 1.30am, truely started around 2am.. the night is too short.. After the OO, we settled for our last drink of the year, its 6pack Heineken, at the bridge whereby Charlie once crossed. I nv know all these places are quite walkable distance apart lol.. Oh, thats after Ben distributed Rochers to everyone he saw along the way lol... we only managed to get 1 each.. and so is the river..

Ended day with Rurouni, thx bros.. and Ben slapped me...

Hmm, let me steal The Woon's format for the new 2008..

(ppl in bg) Dun steal other ppl's work la...


TOTAL EXPOSED, NO SECRET SECRET

2001 - Kampong to Semi-City

Coz from Eunos, to Tampines, its very far. And my pri sch is just beside my home, i've nv took bus b4 until sec1. Well far ya... but that time i have my bro who is sec4 already.. and he had a friend staying opposite of our block studying at the same sec sch as him too..

Rong is the first guy who irritated me, on the first assembly (wednesday), he took my handbook and keep playing around, dun wanna return me.

Sharkene looks appealing to me, as first impression^^ lol.. i doubt she knows bout that, or maybe she knew... coz of Rong lol.. I still remember that she always came to school with a Green Apple in a transparent plastic bag haha.. Nothing much on Sharklene.. its just first impression..


2002 - Fight with Biscuit brand

Is it this yr that the me in the past like MeiKuey.. Hmm shld be.. either this yr or 2001.. well its lower sec de.. Me, is really a boy with kampong brains, i dunno anything bout girls or relationships.. Sounds funny now though, KongGuan is good friend no offence, but at that time we're kids mah... coz of the relationship thingy, i didnt get along with him quite well..

But many things did happen here.. i think is the first time i tried to chase a girl.. at least bought presents for bday.. Cant really remember what already though... but i think its kinda stupid.. well, i think this year is quite dramatic for me..

For all that i can remember, is a day at the bedOK reservoir, its the CrossCountry event i think. MeiKuey was the NPCC thingy, need to do some duty that day.. And well, in the past, i or KongGuan or both will wait for her at herself de bustop.

That day b4 the Cross Country, i asked her what time will she come out her house. Then i went there to wait for her, somemore its earlier. But from hrs earlier than the event, until its last min to take bus to the gathering point, i remember its dunno how many hrs.. 2 or 3? Well she didnt appear, nt even a sms.

Didnt really see her much that day, in the end found out Biscuit Brand asked her to come out 1hr earlier than normal, which what she said. Well, that day i was super hurt, waited so long, somemore nv even say anything..

Well, of coz.. i'm a thoughtless kampong boy, its so obvious that i cant do anything. Well, its the first time i ever tried to chase a girl, but met strong opponent lol.. I think i was kinda affected.. but wasnt really huge dmg.. just... let it past... that kinda...

The super quiet me, of coz siam her to the max.. anyway later during upper sec, its like normal already... nothing much.. This year is first taste of chasing ppl... wozzz...

Oh ya... During lower sec, me and Rong kinda sat close to each other, at the behind left corner.. near the backdoor is where Rong sat.. The most funny and memoriable thing is I told him a joke or what, i forgot what le, maybe he remembers... Then he laugh nonstop, cannnot stop, until FrancisTeo send him outside to stand. But he still cant stop laughing.. in the end.. laugh until General Office lol... whatheck man.. classic classic.. i doubt Rong ever forgets that too lol....


2003 - New environment

Changed from the last class to the first pure science class. But only very few of us from 09 managed to go to 05. For me, good what, can avoid the ppl i dun wanna see.. And so Rong is one of them. Lower sec i was friend with him, but not super close friend though. I dun really have a super close friend. Since what i did i go home str8 after school.. nothing else..

Here i met alot of new ppl, its a very good class. The most imba thing is our classroom is the Mathematics Room or what la, its air-conditioned!! Is it this year? or Next yr? Whatheck..

Oh ya i joined Judo, coz my bro was in Judo too.. and i like japanese stuffs.. and i dun like uniform grps.. although sec1 the first ECA, now CCA, i chose is NPCC.. somemore say what limited spaces.. what crap la.. well in Judo, i already knew some ppl from 05 class, but not really familiar..

Its here that started most of the life i'm having now, in 2008. Here i met alot of ppl and events.. of coz main one is relationship. I'm a soft spoken person, thats why the KOREAN JAE SUNG, always like to 'bully' me.. lol.. and Ben sometimes, not alot.. the main thing Ben do is to fight with JS.. lol... JS always like to play with me la... haha.. i wonder hows he doing now..

I think most of the ppl i know more, is coz they are from Judo.. like Rong, Ben, Benji, JS. Ben, i will always remember that what he always did for Judo is to run the field, coz he's always late.. lol.. The looking back, theres WH too, the only non-Judo brother of mine..

Seriously, here theres 3 girls, XY, Stella and Prixilla. Dunno why at a point of time i was quite close to them, epecially XY. I think its coz i sat near them, and i'm unlike the boys that will always be running around in the classroom fighting or playing.

Hmmm.. i guess its this sensitive topic, today i'll speak full or it, and next time wont be talking about it already i supposed..

I HAVE A SECRET SECRET

Dunno why thats a point of time when a relationship chained me with Prixilla. I have to say why this is sensitive topic... coz for some unknown reason, 3 guys in Rurouni are involved.. b4 my relationship, Prixilla was with Rong for quite long i thing.. dunno why its gone..

Knowing bout that, it makes me quite sensitive on the relationship itself.. coz of her relation with Rong, well... in the past.. kids... most like will be controlled by selflessness.. In the end i still got the relation up..

Seriously, i'm still kampong boy, i know she got few relationships in the past already.. i dunno what to do or what... mainly this relationship is just a Verbal "I like u" thingy. Nv really do anything.. there is only ONCE that we went out, with only she and me.. only ONE time.. i remember is go watch movie, LOTR is it... somemore i was sick with fever..

Well i'm not a relationship awared guy.. its like just normal friend like that.. Soon it shattered ya.. then i started to dislike her for quite some time.. coz well, we more of less know already la.. but thing is she didnt tell me that herself.. it was XY who told me..

I was sad.. i remember that time was test period?? Coz my table is at the first row leftside, and every table is evenly 1-1 spaced.. That day, although i see it coming, i was heavily hurt... I remember that day the recess time, i disappeared, i know my friends are looking for me.. Of coz they cant find me..

For the first time i reveal what i was doing that day!!!

I remember i was sad, abit crying i think.. i kept my head down on the table thru-out. Recess time i went out quick and MIA-ed.. where am i?? Where am i?? MUahahahaha, i was at the empty area beside the Bio lab.. the part whereby u can see the GongGong primary... its was exposed area, means sun was burning that day..

Well, i just wanna be alone.. was kinda crying abit, main thing is to be alone.. then i see those freaking kids all trying to disturb me or what.. tmd.. that was my thinking, well i heck care.. I dunno that day, whether it made u all remember or what... Well, if u do, sorry brothers that time i need to be alone.. BIO LAB!!!

Those few days, i went off alone and fast when school ended.. I dislike her coz she didnt tell me directly.. and what i hated, honestly.. is i'm so hurt.. so affected.. then when i was sobbing, she is speaking happily and laughing.. thats why i kind dislike her.. for at least a yr i siam her i think..

Its a sensitive topic, coz 3 of us are linked, i nv spoke much coz i scared it may sadden The Woon, well it seems that well.... now everyone is grown up already... Coz i know too, WH like her so long already, but not chance at all.. thats why... my relationship that time upset alot of ppl..

What amplified my hurt, is i lost Rong... since i was with Prixilla, i slowly lose Rong.. although he looks happy go lucky, but i know... more or less abit affected de.. this part is in my life, i dunno whatheck happenned.. its only until many years later, then i know.. Rong siam me is coz i think someone rumored to him that i spoke bad of him.. but i nv.. even u guys know me now.. will i speak bad of him?? Tats why he avoid me.. very innocent loh.. but really la.. linked to Prixilla, who will wanna friend with someone who is with my ex, its very difficult right.. i nv blamed Rong or what... just that life is full of ? marks then..

I hurt some ppl this year, and hurt myself badly this year.. i was with her quite some time, but nv do anything do.. not even call on phone.. and onyl gone out once.. this is the summary..

The i started to think negative of her... well is she flirtious or what?? U know, the Judo club there, got alot ppl like her... at least 2 or 3 more excluding me and Rong.. so why?? Why she so popular i also dunno.. Thats why afterthat i did wonder why i liked her in the first place.. well like is like la, i cant deny at the time i feel nothing.. although my mind isnt grownup but see how hurt i am, means how much it concerns me..

Well, regarding Prixilla, now it still lingering around for WH, i long time zero-ed it already.. like sec4, i already got over it...


2004 - Quiet Life

I dropped my pure sciences, coz physics isnt doing well on me.. lol.. but alot of ppl got it worst than me, but still wanna remain at pure science stream, and still do OK in the end. But i chose to drop it. Coz i already know i have no intention to go JC, pure sciences arent impt for me.. why waste my time..

Jitao i topped the entire level almost all the time for combined sciences. And for me, its freaking easy la.. unlike pure sciences, u have to explain much in detail. Not trying to be haolian or what.. but well, the teachers noticed me.. anyway, we pure dropped to sub de.. the class is very small.. with Don Yeo i think.. i remember he's zun zun 12yrs older than us, hes a Dragon..

Nth much this year... Just graduate to poly..


2005 - Welcome to a new Life, to all-boys school

Here we have 80 ppl.. 4 girls, and 2 dropped out soon.. Here i hanged out with the sibei high grp of ppl lol... for nothing also can high... meet good friends here...

I chose this course out of all others, coz i dun like to read book.. really.. especially memorizing, i know myself.. although my results quite good de, ya definitely i can memorize things.. everyone also can, provided u spend enuff time... but i really dun wanna memorize books anymore..

And i wanna do those Music Videos effects.. with that thought.. i went to that course..

Its quite difficult to cope here, coz who does programming in primary school de.. no right.. sometimes that LOGIC, isnt logical at all.. but in computer language, thats how u gonna speak to them.. and thats the only way...

I ended this year with a soso result... oh.. WCG2005 is an unforgettable event.. we where the only few lucky ppl to be able to hang around there as volunteers, its a very nice experience, i did blog out everyday there.. wont speak much.. thing is.. we got a Razer Copperhead, which is around 168$ that time, and a keyboard. I'm still using them now leh.. but i got another Copperhead thru the online competition on choosing the best Host there.. Of coz i win la, coz i worked there mah.. who knows better than me lol.. i did to play play only.. who knows, one fine i came back home.. then got 1 big box of bubbled packed thing.. and the address was from Korea.. then i called up my friend asking it.. i still dunno about why i got it, until like 1 week or so, then i remembered lol...


2006 - Specialization

I went into the course, not to do games programming, well eventually i went to Computer Graphics side, which is what i wanna do.. Sadly, only TWO ppl from my module grp came along with me... means i only know 2 ppl... its Alaric and Andy.. the Double A..

Wasnt really super familiar with them, but we're friends.. and of coz they became my best friends in poly... always do projects together.. I always pick Andy coz i know he's weak in CG, dun wanna abandon him to other grps... But then he also super dedicated to WOW, which compromised his dedication to CG, somemore sometimes i dun feel like doing too much for him lol... sorry la..=.=

Here its funny, leftside of lab is noisy ppl.. rightside is quiet ppl.. most of them are from same module grp.. so they know each another quite well..

Soon, we knew more ppl.. the quiet side.. YJ and others.. i spent super lotsa time on the asignments.. thats why i'm one of those better results de ppl... there i met YuanJing and Ozy also, they better than me...

This year was a introduction to CG year.. we were a very small class like <25 style="font-weight: bold;">2008 - Resign to Fate, and to the Unknown years ahead

After graduating, i worked at the school for 3months.. to pay back the borrowed 1.5k from my mum and sis.. So coincidently, the next Japanese Cultural exchanged occurred when i still working there.. in Japan, i knew tat her sister, is going for the next yr's exchange. Zun zun, i can attend.. Seriously inside the lecture room, i cant recognise her sis.. and my jap language kinda rusted.. talk to Erika like abit abit abit like that whatheck.. And ya.. everyone shocked la, coz how come i know someone there lol.. somemore i not their members, me is kao one of my colleges who is the ex-president of the cultural club.. then can go in watch.. And ya.. I talked to Erika la... her english alot better than Yurie lol... this time, we talked more in english then jap, maybe coz my jap rusted lol..

Well and so it ended my Japanese Drama... my own one..

Hmmm, then Rudy also working there, he's from my yr1 module grp, but went to Games Programming side during yr2. Me and him become best friends for 3mths.. everytime we find each another... lol..

Then he very whatheck one.. always use me as a bait.. in the end, i ended up like... showing off my looks la.. he very boliao.. things like... he asked me to stand up from my seat... then he hide somewhere to see the reactions of the girls there... yea conclusion, they target-locked me.. coz i was the Staff there... thats why no one speak to me.. and i was anti social lol.. i got the fear aura de... they all scared of me.. i anti social coz i got too many things to do la..

Then me and Rudy is like the Black/White combi.. every morning go Mac buy breakfast and look look.. like whatheck man.. and he kept saying use me as bait then ppl will look here... whatheck man whatheck...

Afterthat, nth was left except NS, yea now still i am in NS.. like 21mths more i think.. i spent alot on my looks, the hair loh.. well NS means botak. But i'm cool bout it.. its alreayd planned.. i know it will happen la.. i care for my hair so much that most ppl think i will cry when i botak lol.. But well, b4 enlisting i went to cut short my hair... the QB house scared, dun dare to cut.. Keep confirming with me lol.. say hair so nice why cut away.. i said NS mah, no choice...

Only Ben saw my that hairstyle.. its basically just cut away everything la.. with my hair color, i look like 89% Ah Beng lol... see diff hairstyle, same color, diff result... lol.. its ugly la that hair.. anyway next day i enlist liao..

So now i am, enlisted, nothing i can do.. now i'm for nothing, a CLERK.. well lucky or not i stil cannot say.. but most part of me dun wanna go be a leader.. and many ppl too.. but they all still got it.. so i can say, i am lucky... but maybe coz i'm alone, thats why i keep thinking about it..

Well i shld get used to it... like how Ben, WoonHan, Sam, TianWei, Benji managed to.. their 2 yrs are ending.. WH and Benji ended already.. soon for the rest.. mine... still far..

I always think negative bout life now, but see WH and they all.. all like not so bad leh.. WH got alot of love love thing happenning, still its possible loh.. somehow, always think bout them, makes me feel alot better bout the remainning days ahead.. i can go thru it.. i will adapt..


2009 - Happy New Year

So many things actually happened, that i typed for 6 hrs whatheck!!! Today at home is do nothing except typing.. lol..

Talk bout relationships, everyone i told, bout Prixilla de.. everyone said that one not considered a relationship.. some call it puppy love lol.. whatever it is, everyone said thats not a relationship, cannot be considered... but i always wondering, if some girl asked me, got how many ex.. i say zero like abit cheating leh.. i say 1, they all say its not leh.. how lol... whatever la whathever..

I dun see myself having connections with girls in the coming 620days.. but seeing WH, always makes me think otherwise.. i see my brothers, they always make me feel better bout the remaining 620days..

But like i said in the previous post, i need to get a life.. maybe i really need to do the things i like.. maybe i shld hangout with those ppl with similar interests.. Japanese fashion... but i always dun like how superficial they appear to be.. somemore i now botak, very difficult to be nice looking too.. talk bout fashion>_> lol.. well maybe when i get used to my life now, i may think otherwise..

I need to get a life.. somemore if i join their community, i get to know alot more ppl.. and girls as well.. but thing is.. its all speaking of $$, nsmen where got so much money spend... my plans already not enuff le... sigh.. let time past.. i need to get used to my life.. get used to the everyday 2 x 1.30hrs of travelling time..

Whathever i do, i still have my brothers.. i know theres always a Load Point for me.. thx my brothers of Rurouni for spending my happiest and saddest time with me... Nth is ever more precious then having u all... <3 style="font-style: italic;" size="1">whatheck was that...